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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
"The United
States can't impose its will on any country." -Sen.
Chuck Hagel (R), Nebraska
Hail the long awaited
transfer
of power in Iraq ! (No, I'm not joking) Every little step in the right direction
helps, I think...
Also, I thought
I'd add a bit more fuel to the Fahrenheit fire (that's 9/11 ,
not 451 ). It seems a sticky little web we're all weaving here.
As I hear Michael Moore's critics tell it, it's
okay to have political views; it's even alright to express those views, so long
as we're completely factual and put everything into context.
But there seems
to be a living, breathing opinion out there that unabashed political expression,
even when not having any concrete connection to political parties or candidates,
should be subject to campaign finance reform laws.
I can only assume
that if this squabble could be settled, that is, with every politically charged film, advertisement,
or other media falling under the umbrella of these reform laws, then there would
be no issue with such forms of expression lacking truth or context.
Because it's abundantly
clear that the advertisements from the parties and candidates (which are clearly
subject to these laws) are not limited in contextual creativity.
This rant was really
brought on by several media comments about the importance of making sure people
who go to see Fahrenheit 9/11 understand that it isn't completely straightforward.
Maybe it would be good to start by making sure everyone watching TV or listening
to radio understands that almost every political ad they watch is going to be as
factually misleading as any Michael Moore film.
Clearly, there's
much more danger of someone involuntarily taking in a political ad than watching
a movie. But I haven't seen any of the media observers worrying about that
yet.
(The quote from
Sen. Hagel appearing at the head of this post was an answer to a question last
night from CNN 's Aaron Brown regarding what measures Hagel thought
the U.S. should
take to keep the majority ethnic groups from taking over Iraq. He said we should
do what we can, but he qualified his reply with the sentence I quoted above.)
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Monday, June 28, 2004
Terror
suspects get court access
-finally, a little
legal sanity in this whole mess. I recall a quote from a moderate Muslim religious
leader saying he had too much faith in the American system to believe this would
go on forever. I guess his faith was somewhat justified.
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An overdue suggestion
I figured since
I mentioned it before and I'm about to mention it in passing once more, I should
give some sort of plug for Fahrenheit
451 by Ray
Bradbury . It's a veritable classic, and I highly recommend it to anyone
who hasn't read it yet.
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
Op-Ed Cinema
Two pertinent links
for this entry: US
groups want Moore film banned Kerry
endorsement from The Philadelphia Daily News
I got out to see
the new Michael Moore film Fahrenheit
9/11 the other day. We were in one of those theaters that seats around
400 or so people, and it was packed, but it did resemble a more or less one-sided
political rally. As much as I was actually fascinated by the film, I got the distinct
impression that about 90% of the patrons sharing the room with me were of two basic
groups:
Those whose hatred
for the current Bush White House outweighs any capacity for reasonable thought;
some of the banter I heard bore out how little some seemed to understand about
politics in general.
Those who had
very well thought out reasons for disagreeing with the President. Some demonstrated
this by the fact that they would quietly discuss parts of the movie as it was
playing out, but they weren't as prone to cheer like hooligans at a British football
match.
Unfortunately, the
first classification easily outnumbered the second. The balance of the crowd may
have been a little more like me, sometimes fascinated, sometimes skeptical.
The film itself
was reminiscent of Roger
& Me and Bowling
for Columbine , in that it did make some very worthwhile points. Unfortunately,
it was more like the latter film in that it suffered from a severe lack of direction
(a flaw that I think a director should be concerned about). Though it did
make some worthwhile points, and many with which I would agree, I think to some
viewers many of these points are going to be effectively drowned out by the less
reasonable parts of the film. But it was humorous at times, poignant at others --
sometimes it was both at the same time.
So if you are going
to see this film and are not in the Michael Moore Kool-Aid Club, you will profoundly
disagree with some of the portrayals made in this film. If you are a hard-core Bush
supporter, you're probably going to disagree with the entire film, as you're probably
drinking an entirely different flavor of Kool-Aid (and as such, you probably won't
need to even see the film to denounce it completely). If you are one of the millions
who regularly cheer Moore's work, you will probably enjoy this to an immense degree.
For what it's worth,
I want to endorse one point of this film, as it pertains to the lack of military
spending that trickles down to those in our armed forces who are risking their lives
in Iraq, Afghanistan, and other places around the world. Moore makes the point more
than once in this latest "documentary" that far more is allotted to the
salaries of civilian contractors in Iraq than is to those in the armed forces charged
with securing the peace. He highlights some military spending cuts that severely
affect retired military personnel and those left behind when the family breadwinners
go away to serve. But some of us already knew about those things, even before Michael
Moore's film. That said, I think
it's ridiculous that there are groups trying
to have this film banned . These same groups could claim a share of the credit
for the early success of this film. Such groups would be infinitely better served
to have kept their mouths shut and let this film run its course, without all the
free publicity they've now furnished. Of course, these
groups will claim that this film violates the spirit of campaign finance reform,
but trying to actively ban a commercial film because of political content, no matter
how inaccurate it may be, just sends a chill through my mind. Moore's film is
not a documentary in any classic sense; think of it more as an op-ed film
(a category more befitting to many so-called documentaries). Speaking of which,
if such groups really want a target, they might try going after my favorite hometown
news source, which published the first newspaper endorsement of John Kerry on June
16. I have known The
Philadelphia Daily News (a.k.a. "The People Paper")to be a
left-leaning paper, but their early endorsement is obviously motivated by an overall
effort to campaign for the Democratic contender. Despite my lack of interest in
George W. Bush's policies, the blatancy of their editorial effort made me uneasy.
I went ahead and linked to a reprint of the piece here ,
as I know how most people feel about registration sites. Go ahead and read
it to see what I'm referring to, and see if you agree. That's all for now.
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
Friday, June 25, 2004
Poetry Friday
"Otherwise"
by Jane Kenyon
This
is one of several poems that hit me as I was skimming through Poetry 180: a Turning
Back to Poetry , the Billy Collins-edited anthology I mentioned in yesterday's
post. I mention this because most of the poems I refer to on Fridays here are poems
I've known for years, but this is brand new -- at least to me. Simple, but profound.
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
Venturing into the deep end
I recently set about
trying to broaden my literary experience. It's probably accurate to say that the
two toughest books I've actually read cover-to-cover have been Zen
and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance and the The
Holy Bible . Both very popular books, and both often misunderstood. My
depth of understanding of both volumes could be enhanced, but I believe I've come
to a suitable level of comprehension of both.
I am not as adept,
or perhaps, patient with reading long works as some people are, though I have forced
myself to complete the reading of a few books since I learned to read many years
ago. I have always been mildly jealous of people I know who seem to be able to plow
right through long novels in fairly short intervals. This group of people comprises
most of the people I know well, pretty much my entire family, several friends, etc.
But I get sidetracked
sometimes, wrapped up in little concepts that hit me along the way. I recently read
a piece on the anniversary of Blooms Day, the fictional day recounted in James Joyce's
Ulysses .
The article I was reading noted how Joyce seemed to revel in writing about what
he saw as epiphanies, the little moments when individuals come to a greater understanding
of things. To many people these moments go by unnoticed, and that, the author of
the article suggested, was why many people can't seem to finish Joyce's literary
products.
Without knowing
if this assertion was true or not, I was tickled by the thought that an author's
work might be driven by somewhat similar moments to those that often keep me from
reading longer works of literature to the end. (And I fully allow that my supposition
here suggests some kind of intellectual comparison between my short attention span
and the inspiration behind one of the greatest works in English language literature.
I mean no such elevation of my personal demons, so if the past paragraph leaves
that impression, please ignore it.)
So, in a conscious
effort to broaden my literary base, I went to the nearest bookseller to try to secure
a copy of Joyce's famous novel, only to find they didn't stock it. So I went to
the next nearest bookseller, and was dismayed to find the same result. I am now
resigned to ordering it online, as that rarely fails me. But in the course of my
pilgrimage, my pursuit of this great book, I did happen upon copies of Finnegan's
Wake , and The
Dubliners , as well as a copy of The
Portable James Joyce .
The first, while
a definite classic, and more immediately available than any physical copy of Ulysses
I could locate, was just too long, and I feared I might waste all my reading energy
getting through it, leaving me incapable of moving on to my initially targeted book
when done with the first. The second book
seemed infinitely more suited to fill a few weeks time (at most) while waiting for
Ulysses to arrive. Then I happened
upon the third book, which contained the complete text of the second book, along
with several other of Joyce's products (excerpted and in whole), and was only three
dollars more than the second book. So I walked out
of that particular bookstore with The Portable James Joyce (and a book called
Poetry
180: A Turning Back to Poetry , which has nothing to do with this story,
for those still reading). Anyway, after all
that searching in physical stores for a copy of Ulysses, and then resigning myself
to going over to Amazon to order it, I stumbled upon the entire text over at The
Literature Network , during the simplest of web searches on the word "Ulysses."
I guess I'm not really one to invest that much time in staring at a computer screen
(and I'm definitely not going to print it all out), but go figure. Well, I suppose
it'll be good to have a copy anyway.
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Sympathy for the Devil
Not quite sure the
world had been convinced their cowardice, they took another innocent life. It seems
about the only remotely positive thing that can be said about these men is that
they seem to keep their word.
But then there are
other issues. Prior to hearing news of the discovery
of Mr. Kim's body in Iraq, I was listening to a radio news piece on Pakistan's
anti-blasphemy laws. Upon hearing the report on anti-blasphemy reform efforts in
Pakistan, I decided to do my own informal research. Having been raised in a religious
setting, I am familiar with the idea of blasphemy; but to make sure I'm on firm
ground, I'll quote the first definition in Merriam-Webster's Collegiate Dictionary:
"the act of insulting or showing contempt or lack of reverence for God"
In hearing of the
harsh penalty levied for the crime of blasphemy in the Muslim world, I wondered
what it was about these masked murderers that endears them to some (hopefully) limited
portion of the Muslim population. Why doesn't there seem to be a popular outcry
from Muslims over people who have shamelessly invoked the name of God while murdering
innocents?
Not being a Muslim,
perhaps there's some esoteric dynamic I simply don't understand here, but I know
how angered I get, as a Christian, when other people purporting to be Christians
justify bad behavior with the cloak of doing God's will. Granted, I don't really
agree that governments should be involved in doling out punishment for blasphemy,
but I do think members of a religious faith should feel slighted when someone attempts
to high-jack their religion as a poor excuse for cold-blooded murder.
Maybe part of my
confusion is that I have seen, and agreed with, a lot of criticism pertaining to
the abuses in U.S.- maintained prisons overseas. It has been a pretty prominent
criticism in the American media since the story initially broke. This is because
it is the job of the press to act as something of a watchdog, to notice when things
are getting out of hand. But for some reason, when I have heard samples of the sentiment
from the Muslim world regarding the brutal behavior of these masked cowards, it
seems not only lacking in condemnation, but sometimes outright supportive.
And it may be that
there is more condemnation than I have seen from the outlets I have been monitoring;
I certainly hope so, because it's clear to me that just about all the masked high-jackers
of Islam accomplish is to galvanize the will of those who already think the worst
of the Muslim faith. And perhaps what should frighten Arabs even more is that some
recent atrocities are discouraging other, more moderate voices from defending Islam.
How could such sadistic
cruelty ever inspire sympathy for anyone except the victims? That's the question
I can't seem to answer.
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Shallow thoughts
Finally... I got
a bit of comment spam yesterday, and I really thought this site was too small for
that.
It was actually
a bit vengeful, as some extremely anonymous member of the Blogrank.net forums apparently
targeted several of the higher-ranked sites on the list. (Come to think of it, should
I have been flattered?)
To be honest, it
was obvious that some sites on the list were artificially inflating their numbers,
which was made easier by the fact that until last night the blogmaster apparently
didn't have any way of stopping them. But now he seems to have remedied the problem
a bit by adding cookies to the process.
I can't be sure
that all of my rankings came from unique visitors one way or the other, as I was
credited for about 50 referrals by midnight, and that would mean more than half
my visitors in the past 36 hours would have had to click through to the Blogrank
site. Not impossible, but not completely likely either.
Apparently this
courageous spammer (whose IP address I do have) thought me to be as likely
an offender of this policy as the top two or three blogs on the list (each of which
had literally hundreds of click-in's -- making my mere fifty click-in's look quite
meager.
Anyway, it was a
little annoying, as the spammer violated my unwritten commenting sensibilities with
regards to language. Looking at it, I guess I tried out the Blogrank network because
it looked kind of like an upstart little blogging community, but now I notice it
more than less resembles the BlogHop phenomenon, which was equally abused, despite
the use of cookie-based tracking.
In that vein, I
think I'm just going to do away with all the blog vanity rating / ranking sites,
and be done with the whole controversy.
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I found it on the internet, so it must be true...
"People
may expect too much of journalism. Not only do they expect it to be entertaining,
they expect it to be true." -Lewis
H. Lapham
(File under double-edged
swords and fine lines)
I happened upon
an
article about the blooming legitimacy of blogging while surveying Ales
Rarus this morning. It appears the bloggers are taking over -- well maybe
not quite yet, but it does seem more people are getting their news from less traditional
sources as time goes by.
While I welcome
the idea that people are straying from the establishment, it's a truly strange world
when bloggers take on the mantle of "real" journalism. Of course, in the
age of Jayson Blair and the rest, I'm not sure how many real journalists are actually
left. And more relevant is the fact that our nation's first recognized journalists
were really nothing more than people with opinions and the means to disseminate
those opinions.
I guess some things
never really change.
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Monday, June 21, 2004
Stolen titles
Moore
Film Title Angers Author
I came across the
above link while trudging through the Drudge Report site a few minutes ago, and
I thought is was interesting. As a longtime fan of Ray Bradbury, I have mixed feelings.
One reason is that
I do think Michael Moore's choice of movie title is absolutely intended to help
him feed off the concept of Bradbury's classic story, but as far as I know copyright
protection does not extend to titles. That's something we learned early on in journalism
courses, as we covered the ever-important concept of plagiarism.
Now, I'm not entirely
sure how this plays out when / if the main concept of a title is used specifically
to capitalize on the original author's concept -- so there might be a violation
in this case, though it may not be a copyright issue, so much as an issue of intellectual
property, an area where I have very little knowledge.
The article mentions
that Bradbury, as I would have suspected, is a registered independent, so it's hard
to tell if Bradbury's opposition to Moore's title is politically rooted. Still,
to think of how many authors, film-makers and other various creative minds have
borrowed similar concepts, I have a hard time seeing that Moore is violating any
accepted standard by using the word "Fahrenheit" in his film title.
Granted, Moore's
assertion that his title symbolizes the "temperature at which freedom burns"
is hardly analogous, but nobody ever said a title had to make sense.
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
B's poetry
"Writers
write for themselves and not for their readers and ... art has nothing to
do with communication between person and person, only with communication between
different parts of a person's mind." -Rebecca West
I came across an
interesting website while surfing the website promotion page provided for
members of my ISP. It's the poetry website of a thirteen-year-old girl, and she's
quite skilled with words.
I guess I find such
a thing interesting for at least one personal reason: I started writing poetry around
the same age. I suppose it has to do with the fact that it's the same age when you
start to realize you're not really a child anymore. For me, this realization carried
a lot of confusion, and writing (mostly in verse) furnished me with the capacity
to begin to make sense of my confusion. Only some of my confusion was internally-based,
as I also started to wonder about more worldly issues, things like fairness, or
the lack thereof, in the world at large.
I have yet to make
a living as a writer; I actually haven't even seriously attempted to, but writing
has served me well, if only as a way to communicate with myself, and sometimes with
other people, too -- on a really good effort, I might accomplish both simultaneously.
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Happy Father's
Day to all who are Fathers today...
My father probably
won't be reading this post (he's not much of a blog reader), but I'd like to acknowledge
how blessed I've been to have a father who provided such a fine example of what
a man should be. Someday I hope to live up to that standard also.
My father's not
a loud man, not one to boast, even when he's right and everyone else is pretty much
wrong. In my youth I mistook his humility for weakness, but now I realize that the
measured approach he took with life's little twists and turns is what helped him
not turn and run when times were tough. He taught me, among other things, that love
requires humility (sometimes even humiliation) and that strength is more often demonstrated
through patience than through brute force.
He has always been
on the quieter side of things, revealing a sense of manhood that can't be mimicked
with the chest-beating machismo so often mistaken for manliness. Physically, he's
always been a strong man, but his intellectual depth and perspective are what have
impressed me most as I've grown older, and some might even say, wiser.
I just wanted to
say that much.
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
Cowards
Another innocent
victim has been taken. I wrote an angry little post about "Disgusting
Spectacles " a month ago. I suppose those thoughts roughly fit my mood
at yesterday's news of the murder of Paul Johnson -- but I didn't feel like writing
about that all over again, except to say I still think those who perpetrate such
crimes, deliberately against non-combatants, are cowards.
But I came across
an
editorial in the L.A. Times about the seemingly endless list
of rationales these cowardly thugs seem to come up with as justification for killing
civilians. (As a warning, the L.A.Times is one of those registration sites
we all hate so much.) Here is one passage from the editorial:
Six clerics who
once espoused Islamic radicalism recently condemned the wave of attacks on Westerners,
issuing a statement through a government news agency calling the assaults "a
heinous crime." Osama bin Laden had praised two of these clerics several years
ago. The Saudi government clearly was counting on their change of heart to woo some
of the faithful away from violence.
I guess this is
where we find out if any of this is even based on religion, or if it is, as I would
suspect, just a bunch of frustrated cowards searching for any reason to kill innocent
civilians.
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Friday, June 18, 2004
Maybe we need blind taste tests?
"Only those
who attempt the absurd will achieve the impossible. I think it's in my basement...
let me go upstairs and check." -M. C.
Escher
It
seems to me that if we replaced the colonial settlers, circa 1770, with average
Americans from the current population, the revolution never would have happened.
It would have been unrealistic to believe we could overpower an empire with a ragtag
group of untrained and ill-equipped fighters. The idealism of our forefathers would
be replaced by our current strains of pragmatism.
The
current situation is similar to the time leading up to the revolution. One similarity
being that so many people feel oppressed by the twin-engine political scheme of
U.S. government, but at the same time, they feel powerless to change it. People
resign themselves to whichever popular theory vaguely resembles their own, knowing
things could be better, but not really thinking themselves capable of improving
the situation. The primary difference between then and now is that we know there
were people brave enough to stand up to such long odds back then. But what about
now? It's probably too soon to tell; at the same time, it may be bordering on "too
late" as well.
This is just a continuing
observation from yesterday's train of thought. I do appreciate the bits of positive
feedback on it, as well as the mention from Ales
Rarus ; he
makes an interesting point about how we expect companies to compete for our business,
but we don't demand the same from our political parties. Or maybe it's just a case
of brand loyalty run amok. You know, the way they used to conduct blind taste tests
to see if people really liked Coke better than Pepsi, or if they had just fallen
in love with the notion of Coke's superiority. Which makes me wonder even more...
(By the way, the
Constitution Party candidate for President this year is a man named Michael
Peroutka , in case anyone was wondering.)
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
(addendum)
Forgive me if that
last post made me sound hopeless about the electoral process. The only two sorts
of hopelessness I feel on this subject are when people either surrender their votes
to the wills of largely non-representative political platforms, or they don't bother
to get involved at all.
Lest anyone reading
this is confused about my intentions on this issue, let me be clear: Vote, but also
try to understand why you're voting and how your vote will make a positive impact.
If you are not registered, try
this link from the American Library Association .
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Rally around the label
"If
a picture's worth a thousand words, then what I've seen is what I've heard,
as the image writhes and flickers on the screen, the distance grows
wide between the glory and the dream." -Bill Mallonee
I've recently become
disillusioned with the state of American politics... okay, more disillusioned
with the state of American politics. I just keeps hitting me how hard people on
each side of the traditional aisle are trying to distinguish themselves from each
other, while actually differing on very little.
Of course, a statement
like the preceding is relative. There are many differences between Republicans and
Democrats, but the deep divides in political philosophy touted by folks like Al
Franken and Rush Limbaugh don't exist. To get to the substantive differences, one
must depart from the main highways and thoroughfares of political discourse. The
real departures occur on the fringes, the back roads, so to speak. If you favor
a nominally liberal or conservative philosophy, you might try to convince yourself
that George W. Bush and John F. Kerry are totally different animals, but you're
mostly just kidding yourself.
And that's what
recently re-occurred to me: maybe the talking heads on both sides aren't employed
to categorically prop up their respective sides, but rather to keep drilling into
our heads that there really is a major difference between the major parties. But
let's face it, liberal pols are rarely as liberal as their label suggests, and conservative
ones are often more radical than anyone else, at least among those in the higher
reaches of government.
Can you name the
last national-level Democrat to oppose the death penalty? That's a classic liberal
view, but you'll find precious few significant (also read that "electable")
liberals who support it with any sincerity.
On the other side,
what is so conservative about a president who urges his country into what is at
the least an unprecedented war? (I'm not judging the war, just making an analytical
observation that the policy leading to it was not quite traditional.) And the surge
in deficit spending (one common legacy between G.W. Bush and Reagan) is hardly the
policy of a true fiscal conservative.
To be fair to the labels
themselves, there have been folks on each side who have been critical of their respective
party's reluctance to enact the sort of ideas nominally espoused by each party.
And while there are those in each party who do want purer versions of ideology,
they are just voices in the wilderness, wielding very little influence when all
is said and done. Even a guy like George Soros, with all his money and
various contributions to the Kerry campaign, is really only playing for bragging
rights, much like local sports fans when a local team wins a sports championship.
What is it going to actually benefit the everyday citizen of Detroit, now that the
local NBA team has won a championship? -probably not much, if at all. They'll feel
good that they supported a winner, but will their lives change for the better just
because of that victory (not taking into account any gambling profits)? George
Soros, as an ideologue, will gain nothing in a John Kerry triumph. The government
will not make a hard left; at most, it will change lanes, and that shouldn't be
enough for a man like Soros, if he believes as he says he does. Much the way a guy
like Ralph Reed doesn't garner victory on every ideal he supports by advising George
W. Bush. I suspect these are folks who see some good in merely being on the winning
team, even if the prize is somewhat empty. It's true, if your only issue
is one of the few on which the candidates actually do disagree, you may have
a horse capable of winning this race, but both of these competitors are wrong on
enough issues for me to have my doubts. I wonder who the Constitution
Party candidate will be this year?
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Welcome news for viruses?
"SEATTLE
(Reuters) - Microsoft Corp. is still on track to offer an anti-virus product
that will compete against similar software offered by Symantec Corp. and Network
Associates Inc., the world's largest software maker said late on Monday."
-Does anyone use
Microsoft products for anything other than convenience? It looks as if the folks
in Redmond are looking to make a name for themselves in security now, too. (Notice
I didn't make the mistake of mentioning the company's name in the same sentence
as the word "security.")
I also noticed in
the above-mentioned article that Symantec seems to welcome the news, while there
was no comment from Network Associates. I assume this will only negatively affect
Network Associates, as they currently get a bit of business by providing services
through MSN's bundled internet access. I have to imagine that this business will
shift to Microsoft's own AV software once it becomes available...
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Begging and choosing
I have known several
people along the course of my life who don't seem to be able to hold down a job,
no matter how important it would be to do so. I often wonder about that. I'm not
referring to those who get down-sized, but rather to folks who seem to have an almost
ingenious knack for getting fired from some of the lowest paying jobs in existence.
What makes me get up and go to work, even when there is no inherent desperation,
that would be different in other people who desperately need employment, but can't
seem to keep it? I don't know, but
I do know of one particular old (former) friend who was perpetually challenged on
the employment front. In the time I knew him, he probably held over fifty jobs in
under ten years. He was one who made
frequent requests for loans from just about anyone who might have a few bucks to
help him pay his rent. I loaned him a few bucks once -- never to see it again. Then
my parents, who also knew him, made the same mistake; which bothered me, because
I had specifically asked him not to take advantage of my parents' kindness -- so
he waited until I wasn't around, at which point he secured a $200 loan from my father,
a loan for which my father was led to believe I had vouched. Anyway, I haven't
seen him in a few years now, since the last time he asked me for money. I recall
it well.
He called out of the blue, told me how he had been at the same job for
a few months (which sounded promising), and asked if I wanted to get lunch; I said
sure. The next day we met up for lunch, and just prior to walking into the restaurant,
he cautioned me that he didn't have any money to pay for his lunch because he had
just lost his job. I told him I would pay, but I asked him what had happened with
his job. By the time we were seated, he had relayed a story of how the manager had
had it in for him since he was hired. I told him my employer was hiring, and that
the pay was above average, with excellent benefits if he stuck it out a couple months.
He said it sounded nice, but then he asked if I had a little money to lend him in
the meantime. I told him I could probably give him $20, explaining that I only had
a little bit on hand, that most of it was invested, either in a stock account or
in 401(k) (meaning that I didn't have much disposable cash to lend him). He proceeded
to ask how long it would take me to sell some of my stock. I told him I wasn't
going to do that, but that I would gladly get him an application for an entry-level
position with my employer. I'll never forget the look of disdain as he heard me
say this, or the annoyance I felt as I observed his reaction. I was trying to help
him, but I couldn't understand how he could just ask for money from people as if
he was entitled to whatever they had, all the while forgetting he still owed me
money. There was no "thanks for lunch," or "I appreciate the line
on the job -- when can you get me that application?" I don't know where
this is going, but I guess it all had to do with wondering how people get to certain
places in their lives, and what makes people behave differently. And after all this
writing on it, I still haven't much of a clue...
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
The inner music the words make
I came across an
interesting site called The
Poet's Voice yesterday. It includes a lot of poetry; some from the site
mistress, and some from other contributors. If you are at all interested in some
pretty good poems (especially if you are among the kind folks who occasionally sift
through The Smedley
Drafts ) you may enjoy a visit to Cynthia's site.
I've added it to
a new trio of links that appear on the right side of the index page, in case anyone's
interested. Enjoy!
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Sunday, June 13, 2004
Different kinds of dogma
Having come across
a strange,
but revealing post regarding conceptual and ethical problems of different
concepts of identity by Den Beste, I have finally been able to establish a noticeable
difference in his thought pattern that truly sets him apart from someone like me.
I used to think this would have to do with the fact that he is an avowed atheist,
while I am one of those mush-brained theists -- but that now
seems to be just a tiny facet of the great divide between us.
In this most recent
essay, Den Beste concluded, among other things, that it is wrong to create artificial
intelligence solely for the purpose of serving humans. Of course, in reading his
post, I draw that his ethical objections apply to a certain minimal level of artificial
intelligence, and not to all artificial intelligence, as I assume he has no qualms
about the enslavement of his PC or the server which bears the burden of his many
thoughtful words. And these are, after all, machines with artificial intelligence
which have been manufactured specifically to serve humans. At several points in
his essay, he implies that the creation of such mechanical "slaves" is
somehow equal to genetically breeding humans to serve as slaves. This is all linked
to his refusal to accept traditional definitions of life, which, in turn, seems
linked to his denial of the existence of a God -- all apparently based on the idea
that such definitions and beliefs are not rational.
It was upon realizing
the depth of difference in our notions of life, identity, and the way they are defined,
that I finally concluded a couple basic things:
It may not be
that Den Beste is above believing in a higher power, but rather that he is somehow
afraid to admit there are questions that, even eventually, will not be answered
by human science.
One should be
careful how much dramatic anime and sci-fi is watched (or read). While either
dramatic form can offer interesting questions about human existence, neither is
entirely based in reality -- and both serve as a poor substitutes for reality.
To be clear, I think
Steven Den Beste is an immensely creative and intelligent man. His writing and reasoning
abilities are well above those of most people (myself included). But there are times when
we as humans need to admit how much we don't understand about our universe. His
posts, like good science fiction, often provide great food for thought, so this is not to disrespect
his ideas or abilities.
I just think such
a sweeping statement about the ethical equivalency of computers to any human (or
animal) betrays a slight gap in an otherwise incredibly logical mind. To categorically
deny the difference between living and non-living, simply because the science he
clings to is incapable of discerning the difference, is to assume facts not in evidence;
more to the point, it assumes certain facts will never be in evidence. It
unveils a sort of intellectual impatience to base assumptions on what history has
shown to be an ever-changing, perpetually incomplete scientific scope of understanding.
Perhaps it is inexplicable
and non- rational to believe in God as a source of all that exists, but is it any
more rational to cling to the ever-changing, swirling clouds of science that bring
forth new "realities" with each new generation?
(In the midst of
his essay, Den Beste does share some insightful thoughts on the relationship between
dogs and humans, which I find truly compelling. But back to the machines, I guess
the curiosity I've been harboring in my own head is this: should we have ethical
problems with user-friendly computer software, since it would be the brainwashing
tool we use to harness the productivity of our computerized slaves? I had more questions,
but that's all for now...)
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Saturday, June 12, 2004
Marching to
the Beat of Someone Else's Drummer
I read a news
report alleging John McCain has rejected a bid by John Kerry to form a political
alliance for the upcoming election. I can't say I'm surprised -- not by the idea
that John Kerry would consider McCain as an ally, nor by the idea that McCain, no
matter how tenuous his relationship with the current White House, would reject any
such offer. Although, I would like to be able to say McCain's alleged response wasn't
so predictable.
Why is it in our
society that politicians should be so inextricably tied to political labels? -as
if it's more important to be true to a self-serving organization than to be true
to the common good of the people who are supposedly being served, even if the interests
of the people led in a direction other than that of party affiliation?
This
is my issue with folks of various political persuasions, at least those who seem
to believe that all the world's problems would be eradicated if we all just bought
into one political philosophy or another. I have yet to come across the party platform
that so transcends our societal issues. There may be a philosophy that comes close,
but it has yet to be embraced by either of the prevailing political machines currently
smogging up the American electoral climate. Yet our system seems to doom independent
political thought, while it rewards conformity to party lines -- ensuring the survival
of mammoth, slow-moving political organizations, as I'm sure it was meant to do.
Whether by design or by default, it's sad.
I'm not suggesting
that John McCain should abandon his longtime party allies, but it would be
nice if our system weren't so driven by ideological fervor that such a crossing
of lines weren't unthinkable. I spent enough time in my life trying to convince
myself I was a conservative that I am now sure the philosophy of the Limbaugh's
and the Hannity's is a long way off from curing America's problems, but I'm pretty
sure a straight liberal agenda is also lacking -- so maybe an alliance that meets
somewhere else over that spectrum wouldn't be such a tragedy.
If only such things
weren't so unthinkable...
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Friday, June 11, 2004
AND NOW I THINK I CAN SLEEP
The following essay
was written by Mary Agnes Taylor (married name), a distant aunt from my paternal
grandmother's family. It appears in a book called Remembered Days , written
by Elizabeth Brett White (© 1966, James Harry White) about the history of the
White family of Yorktown, New York. The piece that you'll read if you choose to
read on was written by Mary Agnes shortly after the passing of her husband of over
fifty years. It represents her imaginings of what heaven is like.
1 a.m., April 25, 1945 "Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, neither
has entered into the heart of man the things that God has prepared for them that
love Him." -1 Cor. 2:9 I know it will all be wonderful. We could
not know what it will be like, because it will not be like anything we have known,
so our language cannot express it. We have been given suggestions… "Home"
… "Light" "No sorrow" "We shall be satisfied, because we
shall see Him as He is." "Not through a glass darkly, but then face to
face." But I have longed to know of companionship with my dear ones. What can
it be like? Can I feel and see and hear those spiritual bodies? … But memory brings
me to the thrill I have felt as our voices have united in song. The harmony of sound,
made not by one beautiful note, but by the blending of our tones making a melody
that seemed to lift our spirits in ecstasy. Perhaps the meeting of our spirits will
be like that. I think I would be satisfied to have it so. I remember,
too, walking in the springtime, when the air was filled with fragrance. It was not
merely the breath of one kind of flower that the breezes brought to me, but the
mingling of several, coming and going, faint, delicate, constantly changing, always
so lovely that I involuntarily reached out my arms to try to caress the invisible
Something that spoke to my soul. Perhaps our spirits will mingle in some such beautiful
way. I think I would be satisfied to have it so. I have seen color,
that wondrous thing -- in sunset clouds, in rainbows, in the petals of flowers,
in all nature. Not just one color. It is almost never one alone. It is the blending
of several that God uses in his paintings, making beauty so great that we feel that
it is beyond our comprehension and our souls yearn to break earthly bonds and be
free. Perhaps our spirits will blend as sounds and colors do, until we, like them,
shall merge in beauty. I think I would be satisfied to have it so. And
now I think I can sleep. -Mary Agnes Taylor
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Poetry Friday
"When
Lilacs Last in the Door-yard Bloom’d" by Walt Whitman
I suppose this poem
will have been brought up at least once or twice over these last few days -- a piece
written about our earliest Republican President, and now it comes to mind as a nation
marks the passing of one of our most recent Republican Presidents. Though some would
say they were worlds apart, it might be said that the Republican parties of then
and of now are also worlds apart.
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Wednesday, June 09, 2004
Not Sure My Connection Needs That Much Caffeine
I have had a ritual
for the past several months.
I go to the page
of my ISP's website where special offers and service enhancements are advertised,
and look over the ways in which I could fill their coffers with more currency by
buying the latest service.
A while back they
started advertising DSL
service for $39.99/month, with $20 off for the first three months, and a
mail-in rebate for the cost of the self-installation package. The first thing I
did when I saw this offer was punch in my home phone number to see if I could obtain
this service on my home line. Every time, I was greeted with an apologetic response
about the service not yet being available to my home number. I had gotten this response
as recent as a week or so ago.
But last night,
or should I say this morning, I was greeted with happier news. I am now eligible
for the service. At long last! -but then I started thinking: I rarely engage in
heavy uploading or downloading, and I'm usually pretty happy with the speed at which
my dial-up connection moves. In the grand scheme, I don't think it's an all-out
necessity. Which is to say, I know DSL would be significantly faster, but is it
$25/month faster? Is it $300/year faster? There is a 30-day money back guaranty
associated with the offer, but I have to be honest, if I spoil myself with DSL service,
even for just a few days, I am sure I won't be able to tolerate dial-up thereafter.
In a recent visit to my sister and brother-in-law, I test drove their new DSL hook
up, and after only a half-hour, I felt spoiled enough.
So this service
for which I've been pining for months is now in my reach, and suddenly I'm not as
sure of my desire for it. Though desire is not so much the issue as practicality
and fiscal responsibility is. I just read something
from Cziltang about not minding "a simpler life, but it better have
internet access and 900 or so channels on cable." And I wonder if I really
have a legitimate need for speed -- or is it just an infatuation?
(But this also ties
into something I'm not quite ready to publish yet...)
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Tuesday, June 08, 2004
More High Court Headaches
The Supreme Court
unanimously upheld a Bush Administration order opening
all U.S. roads to Mexican trucks, without any authority to enforce transportation
(safety or environmental) standards on Mexican trucks or their drivers. Unanimously.
It was a few years
ago that we had an epidemic of accidents here in the Philadelphia area caused by
improperly trained, unlicensed drivers in commercial trucks that didn't meet safety
standards. There was an uproar about it after the human toll started to rise, and
authorities aggressively clamped down on the problem. I recall the reports indicating
that some of the drivers were unlicensed (and usually untrained) because they were
illegal aliens, and therefore ineligible for proper licensing.
Now what happens?
Do we go back to that, this time without the ability to enforce traffic laws? And
this says nothing of the inevitable rush by domestic trucking companies to shift
more of their work to cheaper, less regulated Mexican truckers. Say it with me now:
"Less regulated equals cheaper" -which usually leads to lost earning capacity
for the more regulated, better trained workers who will (sadly) be changing careers
soon.
I have no inherent
problem with allowing Mexicans to drive huge commercial vehicles in the United States,
but if safety is at all important to our federal government, foreign truckers need
to meet comparable guidelines to those required of domestic truckers. I recently
heard some idiot on the radio speaking of how it has been so unfair of our government
in the past to not allow Mexican truckers past certain points, especially since
we allow Canadian commercial drivers to penetrate our borders and roam so freely
-- an incredibly ignorant and irrelevant criticism.
Perhaps if Mexican
truckers were held to anywhere near the same standards as U.S. or Canadian truckers,
there wouldn't be such an uproar over decisions like these. But then, if Mexican
truckers were held to similar standards, they would be in a much better position
to bargain for better compensation, which would pretty much kill the U.S. corporate
lobby to allow them over the border. Unlike the corporate lobby, I would be all
for it under those conditions.
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You
don't have to be a Rocket Scientist -- In fact, they might hold it against you if
you are.
File under scary:
I came across this
story about a man turned down for work with the New London, Connecticut
Police, specifically because testing revealed his IQ to be too high. This happened
in 1996, after which he launched a federal lawsuit against the city. The Second
U.S. Circuit Court of Appeals has just upheld the city's decision, maintaining that
the city did not discriminate because the same criteria were applied to everyone
who took the test.
Perhaps the legal
challenge was doomed from the start, and this makes some sense, as we have yet to
define intelligent (or stupid) people as a protected class. But is that really the
issue of the most importance here? According to the story, the average police officer
has an IQ of about 104 (just above average). Robert Jordan, the plaintiff in this
case, scored the equivalent of 125. The decision not to interview applicants testing
over a certain range was couched as a way to insure officers wouldn't get bored
with police work and move on before the city got its money's worth from the costly
police training.
I don't think police
officers should have to be geniuses to get work, but is it really wise to set an
absolute ceiling for such a thing? Who's to say how many more crimes might be solved
if, God forbid, a few geniuses did slip through? Now, I understand that 125 doesn't
qualify you for Mensa, and maybe that just cements the point. A policy like this
doesn't just preclude geniuses from joining the force; it actually draws the line
firmly in the "above-average" range.
I wonder how many
other police departments use similarly insane guidelines. I'm tempted to check with
my local P.D. on it, though I'm not sure how well I'd sleep at night if I found
this was the case. So I guess I don't really want to know.
(I did find it interesting
that Jordan, who couldn't secure work as a police officer, has been working as a
prison guard since he took the test.)
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Monday, June 07, 2004
Can't Stop the
Pop-ups?
In a return to "non-important"
issues, I came across this
article on CNET about the survival instinct of the pop-up ad in an increasingly
resistant online culture. I suppose it's just like any other malady of the information
age...
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Remembering
"There
are some veterans in this service who remember
because they cannot forget"
-UK Chaplain General David Wilkes
Several world leaders
and many current and former soldiers gathered to remember
the Normandy invasion yesterday.
It's
good once in a while to recall that France isn't really our mortal enemy, though
there are many who seem to feel that way. It seems a popular retort to French opposition
to the Iraq war to say that without us they would be under Nazi rule, but it reeks
of short-term focus, to be sure. Few people, when recalling our role in World War
II, choose to draw on the history of France's involvement in our independence.
But
perhaps it's good not to dwell too much on detail, especially if it's only for the
purpose of pride. It's better to remember we help each other from time to time,
and despite differences, that's what friends do.
There
were soldiers from many nations who sacrificed for others on those beaches and battlefields.
It's fitting to give them a little credit too.
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Sunday, June 06, 2004
Strange Reflections on the Gipper
I was watching Washington
Journal on C-Span this morning, as the host was taking calls from people
about the passing of President Reagan. It was fascinating.
The phone callers
offered a wide array of opinion on Reagan, both personally and politically. There
were those who saw Reagan as a hero, and those who saw him as an oppressor, whether
to women, working people or minorities. It was mostly polar, with those who disagreed
with his politics usually showing the decency to offer sympathy for his passing.
One dissenting caller,
however, stuck out, and it may have been due to the fact that she was cut off by
the moderator. She had started to go off on a tangent about how all pro-lifers are
either directly or indirectly pedophiles. Up to that point, I found myself at least
understanding, if not agreeing with, those who expressed displeasure with Reagan's
politics, but the budding criticism I heard from this particular caller only annoyed
me.
Part of me wished
I could have heard the rest of her assertion, if only to know whether she was totally
insane or if there was some semblance of logic associated with her grievance against
the late President. I guess this isn't so much about remembering Ronald Reagan as
it is about my disbelief in how people can be so uncivil in their disagreement on
issues. And abortion is an issue on which people have been known to lack civility
from both sides.
I'm just trying
to imagine how being pro-life is equal to pedophilia. (And to think people thought
Rick Santorum had gone of the deep end with his comments on the Texas sodomy laws.)
But I guess this
brings me to one bit of credit a few political foes have been attributing to Reagan
over the past half day since his passing: that he was capable of holding strong,
uncompromising views without coming off as disrespectful to his adversaries. It's
an interesting assertion, which probably isn't universally accurate, but he did
have an optimistic way of disagreeing-
-a skill most people
don't seem to have anymore.
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Saturday, June 05, 2004
Knowing the Difference
"God
grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change
the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference." -Reinhold
Niebuhr
I was thinking about
the old serenity
prayer last night. And I was thinking of how the third phrase in the above
excerpt is probably the most important one of the three. I mean, if you don't know
the difference between what you can and can't change, how are you going to do the
other two things effectively?
It occurred to me
as I was contemplating people I've known who seem to get stuck on either accepting
changeable things as unchangeable or